You are a very wise and special man. Thank you for your answers. I will stop worrying, questioning, and do what you have so kindly advised. I can't thank you enough. Your energy even through email is calming, soothing, and I feel as if God has touched my soul and is patting me on the back saying; " it will all be ok " as tears stream down my cheeks, something that is rare to ever happen. I'm a strong, independent, tough, and stubborn lady. I never cry, even when I want to. WOW !!!!!!! What a powerful experience I just had. Thank you. I will also hold you in my prayers.
Things are going pretty well. I just wanted you to know that I really do thank God for having found you and for the healer every day when I get up and when I go to bed. So, at least twice a day I give thanks for the two of you. At one time I didn't think I was ever going to find someone who could help me with this problem. I don't even know that I'd be here and sane today if I hadn't. I was pretty off balance for a few months when I started with you guys and you were patient and kind. I feel a lot more sane and supported through all of this now. So, thank you guys for all of your help.